Ma Chinese?

Ma Chinese, didnt u know? asked me big bro H confirming what me had suspected all along but never dare to ask. It was just words from me big bro, yes, but it was most powerful and most endearing to one like me. To him it may have been an insignificant remarks but to a "mutt" like me, those few words had obliterated a life time of uncertainty. Ushering in a fresh new chapter in me life's journey - like being reborn free, unburdened by the lingering doubts about me true self.

Gone were the "guilt" of being an ugly duckling, despised and lonely. Gone were the despondent and pitiful look after knowing me a real "mutt"! - a great sense of relieve and joy followed, as if a mountain had been lifted off me back after knowing the real truth about Ma.

As the saying goes "every cloud has a silver lining"...mine was just around the corner...

Me, Ma & Pa

Me was born a "mutt" as Ma was of Chinese origin and Pa a Malay with Javanese roots. Not realizing meself a "mutt" has always been a source of great pains and conflicts during me younger days. Simply put, there was almost zero tolerance for an "ugly duckling" looking more like Ma to be accepted in a village where everyone else looks pretty much like Pa.

Being ostracized and ridiculed by peers was the norm rather than the exception back then in the good old days. However, being a "mutt" has also its silver linings which me was to discover much later in life...

A Mutt Like Me

"A mutt, like me" said Barack Obama in a jest, while pondering what kind of a dog to choose for his daughters. To many those words may not have much meanings but it had struck a chord deep within me soul as me is also a "mutt" like him.

This has been one of the main reason why me blog was set up in the first place - hoping to create a forum where "mutts like me" can share their experiences of going through life as a "mutt"!

Enjoy! More "mutty" things to come...

Just Say So Lah

Me been meaning to some day somehow write me thoughts but keep on postponing the idea. Justsayso lah blog could be just about anything that me find interesting and may want to share with me guests. There is this burning desire within meself to say just about anything that matter most to me and to me loved ones and to those who happened to stumble onto this blog!

Looking into things with a refreshing perspective would be a start. Most importantly, me has this desire to pen down life great experiences hoping others may learn something and not repeat any mistakes twice. They can then just proceed to the next greater things in life at a faster pace rather than falling into the same hole and wasting time in climbing back up the hole.

Henceforth, me has resolved to say on just about anything me see useful in me blog and hope me honored guests would find it interesting to follow throughout me journey of self reflections and discoveries.

Got to go now...see ya again soon.

Dah Perkemas Blog Accesories

Lega rase nyer dapat almost all the features I need to be on me blog... now can start filling up the blanks...later la may be..