The Last Lecture

Me was going through me “favorite news provider” - the MI this morning when me came across a piece about the untimely demise of an author/columnist named Jeffrey Zaslow in a car accident at the age of 53. Even though me had never heard of his name before, upon reading further, me came across an interesting book written by him a few years back entitled “The last Lecture”. The book was about his recollections on a lecture given by one terminally ill professor named Dr. Randy Pausch.

Maybe we could learn something by pondering what sort a legacy that we ourselves would leave to the world especially our dearest ones when our own time is up…

Below is an extract written by Jeffrey Zaslow on the circumstances leading to him writing the “The last Lecture”.

"Randy Pausch, a Carnegie Mellon University computer-science professor, was about to give a lecture Tuesday afternoon, but before he said a word, he received a standing ovation from 400 students and colleagues.He motioned to them to sit down. "Make me earn it," he said.

They had come to see him give what was billed as his "last lecture." This is a common title for talks on college campuses today. Schools such as Stanford and the University of Alabama have mounted "Last Lecture Series," in which top professors are asked to think deeply about what matters to them and to give hypothetical final talks. For the audience, the question to be mulled is this: What wisdom would we impart to the world if we knew it was our last chance?

It can be an intriguing hour, watching healthy professors consider their demise and ruminate over subjects dear to them. At the University of Northern Iowa, instructor Penny O'Connor recently titled her lecture "Get Over Yourself." At Cornell, Ellis Hanson, who teaches a course titled "Desire," spoke about sex and technology.

At Carnegie Mellon, however, Dr. Pausch's speech was more than just an academic exercise. The 46-year-old father of three has pancreatic cancer and expects to live for just a few months. His lecture, using images on a giant screen, turned out to be a rollicking and riveting journey through the lessons of his life.

He began by showing his CT scans, revealing 10 tumors on his liver. But after that, he talked about living. If anyone expected him to be morose, he said, "I'm sorry to disappoint you." He then dropped to the floor and did one-handed push ups.

Clicking through photos of himself as a boy, he talked about his childhood dreams: to win giant stuffed animals at carnivals, to walk in zero gravity, to design Disney rides, to write a World Book entry. By adulthood, he had achieved each goal. As proof, he had students carry out all the huge stuffed animals he'd won in his life, which he gave to audience members. After all, he doesn't need them anymore.

He paid tribute to his techie background. "I've experienced a deathbed conversion," he said, smiling. "I just bought a Macintosh." Flashing his rejection letters on the screen, he talked about setbacks in his career, repeating: "Brick walls are there for a reason. They let us prove how badly we want things." He encouraged us to be patient with others. "Wait long enough, and people will surprise and impress you." After showing photos of his childhood bedroom, decorated with mathematical notations he'd drawn on the walls, he said: "If your kids want to paint their bedrooms, as a favor to me, let 'em do it."

While displaying photos of his bosses and students over the years, he said that helping others fulfill their dreams is even more fun than achieving your own. He talked of requiring his students to create videogames without sex and violence. "You'd be surprised how many 19-year-old boys run out of ideas when you take those possibilities away," he said, but they all rose to the challenge.

He also saluted his parents, who let him make his childhood bedroom his domain, even if his wall etchings hurt the home's resale value. He knew his mom was proud of him when he got his Ph.D, he said, despite how she'd introduce him: "This is my son. He's a doctor, but not the kind who helps people."

He then spoke about his legacy. Considered one of the nation's foremost teachers of videogame and virtual-reality technology, he helped develop "Alice," a Carnegie Mellon software project that allows people to easily create 3-D animations. It had one million downloads in the past year, and usage is expected to soar.

"Like Moses, I get to see the Promised Land, but I don't get to step foot in it," Dr. Pausch said. "That's OK. I will live on in Alice."

Many people have given last speeches without realizing it. The day before he was killed, Martin Luther King Jr. spoke prophetically: "Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place." He talked of how he had seen the Promised Land, even though "I may not get there with you."

Dr. Pausch's lecture, in the same way, became a call to his colleagues and students to go on without him and do great things. But he was also addressing those closer to his heart.

Near the end of his talk, he had a cake brought out for his wife, whose birthday was the day before. As she cried and they embraced on stage, the audience sang "Happy Birthday," many wiping away their own tears.

Dr. Pausch's speech was taped so his children, ages 5, 2 and 1, can watch it when they're older. His last words in his last lecture were simple: "This was for my kids." Then those of us in the audience rose for one last standing ovation"

As an afterthought, me would always wonder, if me were to give me last words, what advice would me share, who would me thank, what stories would me tell and who would be on me mind? – me wonder….Me prays and truly sought Allah's mercy to fill up all the voids in me soul!

Nearly lost me blog site!

What happened? This morning when me went to check on me blog, it was noted that the blog site has disappeared! This cant be true, after some anxious moments with the blog provider, it was back in business as usual...

Lesson learned, better start saving hard copies of the many entries made for the sake of later references...

See u later...bye!

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Kenangan silam
di Kuala Lumpur
(09.05.2006)

Sayonara 2011 – Welcome 2012!

Me would like to wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year 2012!

Hopefully 2012 would bring in more joys and happiness to us despite the many uncertainties out there.

Be brave, lets us move forward to face the challenges awaiting us in the coming year – just as we have done before when welcoming 2011 and the years before that.

InsyaAllah, our sincere efforts to make the best of what has been entrusted to us won’t go to waste as we should put all our trust in Allah, who will surely provide for us our sustenance, for He is the Almighty and the all encompassing Provider.

Let us immersed ourselves in the remembrance of Allah all the time for we don’t know how much longer we will be on this earth, time is too short, so make full use of it to gain more knowledge so that we know who Allah is...may all our efforts to be good Muslims be rewarded by Him...Ameen......

Cheras, Kuala Lumpur
31.12.2011

The Zenga Zenga Parody

Me was watching a documentary on Al-Jazeera regarding the recent uprising in Libya against the rule of Muammar Gaddafi entitled “The Long Road To Tripoli”, when me came across the catch phrase “zenga zenga” being made into the popular “war song” of the young Libyan revolutionaries on their way to liberate Tripoli from the clutches of the Gaddafi’s regime.

The words were first uttered by Gaddafi himself during one of his speeches in the early days of the uprising back in February when he pompously dubbed the people who revolted against him as “rats” which he vowed to crush and hunt down the protesters “inch by inch, room by room, house by house, street by street“ or "zenga zenga” in the local dialect.

“Zenga Zenga” quickly became the “battle cry” and parodied by the media savvy young revolutionaries who cleverly turned it into a hip hop You Tube sensation which went “viral”- to mock and turn the table to fight Gaddafi “zenga zenga” until they achieve their objective of deposing the tyrant.

Me still remember, during the Iranian revolution, 32 years earlier, the battle cry of “La Syarkiyya La Gharbiyyah” that reverberated among the masses at that time had also proved potent for the revolution, enabling the support of the ordinary populace to rise up and put an end to the brutal Shah Pahlavi’s regime.

It was just amazing to watch the raw fighting spirit shown by these young fighters who were mostly made up of ordinary Libyans from various “non-combatant” background. On hindsight, it was truly remarkable to watch these disorganize band of fighters overcome a seemingly insurmountable situation with only the spirit of adventurism in them and no other agenda except a blazing desire to see Muammar Gaddafi go!

These were the true and unselfish fighters of the Libyan revolution. Together with their “foreign Libyans” counterpart, who had been living in exiled for the most parts of their lives while the regime was in power the past 42 years, they were at the forefront of the battlefield while hip hopping the “Zenga Zenga” song all the way to Tripoli, the capital of Libya and the seat of power for the Gaddafi’s regime.

What impressed me most watching these young fighters, especially those second generation Libyans raised in Europe, was their apparent resolve to totally forsake the comfort of their homes and their loved ones in pursuit of the single objective of liberating their motherland from the clutches of the Gaddafi regime and the freedom to choose their own destiny.

Let us resolve to make the “Zenga Zenga” parody as a plain reminder to us all, especially as Muslims, we should not be arrogant if we are in the citadel of power and if we are the downtrodden,we should fight for our rights by emulating the carefree fighting spirit and selfless sacrifices shown by the young Libyan fighters and not to easily surrender our precious freedom to despots who are bent to snatch it from us.

AllahuAkbar! Allah is Great!